thoughts
words up
an nyung! gnyang.... dish jez page wit da topic.. anything....
mm....anything dat comes up to ma mind.... anything dat i think about....
anything dat i see during ma spares.... anything dat i....... well.. you
get da point... and anything dat i gotta say to ma friends... aobut ma friends...
oh yeah... and another thing about mai pages.... i kinda tend to swear a lil....
hopin dat no adults'll see it.... so.... dun pay too much attention to mai profanity..
SSHI BAL!! juh geh nyun!! mm.... ma boiz are gatherin @ ma house. ish gonna B kooz.......... play b ball nutil da sun goes down...
04/10/99
HAHA!!!! JOHN!!!! YOU CRACK ME UP!!!! haha.... it was funny dat day...
i still can't believe dat we went up to her... haha.. and by da way... i dun like dat person you think i do...
ish someone U dunno... and she doesn't go to your skoo.. so don't worry
about it... you'll probably find out who it will B... sooner or later...
haha... when i ask her out, you'll b da first i'll introduce her to.... aiiteS?
so don worriz!! arrass? and oh yeah... you betta not mess up dis time, bro.... cuase if you make
the same mistake you made last time, haha... man... i don't know wut
i'm gonna do wit U.... no more hook ups, man... arRasS? haha... ya!
ppung ee goo.... JAL HEH BWA!!! FIGHTING!!!! you da man!
04/10/99
YA!! RAYMOND!!! ee sshi bal ah!! ma pants still hab dat spit mark!!
you could see a VeRY disTINCT white powdery circle on ma X's favorite baji i hab!!
jja shik.... nuh tto na han teh spit ha myun JOOGEUM EEYA! how would you like it
if yo best bud spat on YOUR X's favorite pants??!! huh?! punk!! GANGSTA!
jja shik.. haha..... mm..... anyways....
04/19/99
hm... i'm sorry aobut wut happened, john.... jin jja.... jja shik..
gn deh, jez B friends wit her.... what's wrong wit dat?? dare's nothin wrong!
ish perfectly legal!! jin jja! jez say hi in da hall ways... and in no time,
she'll come out on your request! trust me!! you approached her too fast... again..
and i think dat's wut da prob waz dish time... so... jez say hi and shiet...
talk to her.... get her away from her friends..... and like next month, (hopefully
by then you guys will connect) you'll be out watching MATRIX with her...
jez take it slow... welp, dash all da things i wanna say rite now.... so...
i hope dat you'll take ma advice....
FUCK! mm.... dang.... sometin terrible happened last nite.... i waz playing basketball
@ ma house.... i felt like dunkin.... so, i lowered the net, with a lil help from ma dad, and
succesfully, i managed to get it down to my jumpin height... welp, da frist dunk waz fun, but on ma second one,
well... it wasn't a pretty site........ i slammed on the rim with both ma hands
as hard and daring as possible, and i was hanging on it... hm... it waas fun...
but.... a split second after, i felt as if i was sinking... i look up, and the whole backboard ish
comin down straight at ME!! haha... it was so funny... mai dad was watching and he started to crack up..
haha~ i dun think ish safe anymore to play
B-ball at ma house.... we fixed it up (well.. jez tilted it to its original position)
so dat it doesn't look obvious... haha....
sshi....
04/22/99
sshi...... i spent $100 tday.... on what?? BOOKS!!! mm......... shi... don akka wuh....
that's the most money i've spent on maself.... adn it was on something dat i really didnt' want to buy...
actually, it wasn't my money... so i don't really care.... ma daddy gave me...
with it, i bougt ma second sketch book... i don't know what i'm gonna call her....
if you gots any suggestions for ma lil baby, please! TELL ME!
ma first one is called Molly.... NO ONE is allowed to see it... nor touch it...
she is highly confedential and ish totally classified.... until i finish the book,
it will be left unrevieled.... no.... until i die... yeah... dat'll be koo....
it'll be like Anna's Diary (a very well known diary dat was written by a little girl named Anna
during the war... ish a saad lil true story....).... it will be barried under dead corpes....
and when it IS revieled, EveRiOne will be surprised at the things i've drawn and written... haha~
ish weird... how EVERYONE thinks i drew some porn stuff in ma sketchbook and dat's why i don wanna
show it to anyone.... but.... they could think what ever dey wanna think about ma Molly...
they can only imagine what's in it..... but the truth..... is in there.........
04/22/99
today's mai nuna, BONA's B-day!! SENG IL JJANG CHOOK HA HEH NUNA!!! i'm so sorry dat i didn't get you any
present this year.... but i'm gonna gib you a lil hug later... so don feel sad.... aiite?? a hug can explain
a million words without saying anything.... or something... i read it somewhere... forgots...
anyways.... hm....nuna myut sal?? 19?? mm.... bul ssuh neul gut ggoon... haha~ >>cough cough<<
-hal mang goo- >>cough cough<< haha~ ppung ee ya... eum..... jin jja loo..
04/something/99
mm...... something impossible happened today..... something really shocking
and terrifying.....really hwang dang han il......sshi..... ba*...... i went to
john's skoo (Michael Power) to mack some girls.... korean girls..
well... there aren't a lot... but... i did manage to come across a foine
girl.... i've known her presence at dat skoo since a FRIEND of mine...
not mentioning his name... apparently had been obsessed wit dat girl for
quite sometime... she's a year younger den me... i heard a lot of roomors
about her in the past, such as... she don't go for anyone other den a dam
JJANG KKEH.... dat she was a lezie.... dat she was really ssa ga ji....
and dat she was a real bitch.... dat she was white-washsed 2nd-gen
kroean who don't look too much at koreans...this and dat.... stuff like dat...
get da jip? but they were all very negative.... wel... i noticed
dat some of the roomors were true the last time i talked to her, which
was like last month when this friend of mine desperately needed some help...
so... i went up to her and sociallized and introduced dis friend and told
her to say hi when she sees him in the hallway.... mm... well.. i thought
dat everything went alrite... until dis guy Bcame really moody one day...
man.... he was smoking up like crazy.. smoking up cigarettes..... haha...
mm.... anywais... so today, i was gonna ask her to come out on saturday....
and on friday, i was gonna cancel it off... for ma friend's justice and
revenge.. but.... i got shafted............... haha.... yup.. ME! i got shaaafted...
hmm.... i was gonna play her... but no~~ I had to get shafted!
sshi...B*L... mm.... this is like once in a million ee da.... well... i guess dat someone UP THERE is helping me to become a better saram.....
haha.... nope... i doubt it....
anyways..... dis segment is jez to let ma friend know dat she's not good enough for you, man...
jin jja da jja sha! she's everything what the rumor said she is.... and
i dun think she'll ever change unless she gets dumped a several million times...
mm..... watch.... when you get a girl and bring her to yo skoo, man... dat
bitch'll bome beg you to suck her t*ts.... haha.....
so... screw her, and go for someone of your level. ARRASS?!
something interesting happened after i got shafted..... i went to cristie
wit ma boiz to do ma photography ISU.... after we were done, we went up to computopia (a computer store)
to pick up john's comp.... while we were waiting, i asked the owner on some info on this laptop i wanted to get..
we were talking, and quite some time later, he introduced himself to me... dat's when i realized dat he had the same last name as me!!
trust me... i've only seen ONE korean person with the same last name as me and spell it the same way so far....
man... it was weird.... i asked him what the background of his last name was.... and guess what???
it was the same as mine too!!!! han yang jo.... dam..... he could be... ma grandfather, or ma cousin, or ma great great great grandfather for what all i knew!!
he could also be my great great great child!!! so... he told me dat he had a jok bo at his house and dat he'll check what our relation is...
haha.... isn't it koo?? mm... how many times does dat happen in your life time??? since den, i've been nol luh ga almost everyday... learning comp stuff... how to fix comp...
how to write programs.... how to make virus..... how to.... EVERYTHING dat has to do with computers, dey knew, and they taght me....
i'm still comp illit, but.... someday... i will be the best hacker in the world..... um.... yap....
04/somethin/99
mm.... something got me thinking..... i met this cute girl on the internet a long time ago.... she seemed nice...
and most of all, a korean... welp, dass wut i thought at the time...
i was on korealink oneday jez crusin... it was late... i was tired.. and i decided to get off it...
just then, a girl whispered to me... she asked for ma email addy.....
i thought she might be one of those crazy internet stockers.... haha..
but.... later, i got to know her better through ICQ and noticed dat she
wasn't as terrible as i expected her to be.... i'm not gonna mention any names, but... you know who you are, rite?
haha~ nayways.... ever since then, we've been mailing each other more and more often....
and then one da, we got hooked over the phone... she sounds soo cute...
man, if she was in toronto, i would grab her ANYtime... dam.... haha...
mm... i soon started to page her several times a week.... and she would always page me back...
ma dad listened to all the messages she left, but... mm..... anyways...
i soon found out htat she's gonna come to toronto to attend University of Toronto! ha!
mm.....
05/victoria Day/99
i was supposed to go to wonderland today wit mai friends nad watch the fireworks show and chill...
and last night, some black guys came in mai store and went directly toward the porn video section....
i was like 'ok... dam lil perverts..'... but mai dad told dem to get out.....
while mai dad was tellin dem off, a couple of other black punks tried to steal chocolate bars!!
iss so sad... what kids are trying to steal nowadays... going through all that trouble
jez to get a Kit Kat??? losers.... en den they started to run around.... i kicked dem out...
i grabbed wonna them and booted him... haha.... anyways.... mai dad thought they wuld come back today... so he told me
to come to the store and kick everyone who messes with the store's asses.... haha~ and dass how i missed the very special day to hang wit my buds...
june 13th
Today's mai ex's B-day! Happy birthday nuna!! i won't say much.... cause i dun wanna
upset your boyfriend.... seng il chook ha ha goo.... hab a good year!
i called you at home so many times but you were out... so.... but... i left a message on your answering machine....
sorry~ but iss not mai fault....
well.... i'll see you at skoo!
june 15th...99.....
3 days til mia birthday...
anyways....
i think i believe in fate. why? because..... i've experienced something
so coincidental and so surprising that i jez flipped out.
ok..... lets say there was a lil boy and there was a lil girl...
boy meets girl, boy likes girl, girl likes boy's friend,
boy gives up girl, boy forgets girl, boy moves somewhere far away, boy
sees girl in his neighborhood, boy gets surprised and almost crashes his car,
boy finds out that girl lives a block away from his house, and boy also finds
out girl's store is just around the corner of his house.....
now..... would you call that total coincidence? i think not....
so... i dunno what's gonna happen to boy and girl....
girl doesn't know yet..... but boy visited girl's store and met girl's father.....
and i think .. i mean.. the boy thinks that girl's father told girl that boy came to see girl....
mm..... wyh am i writing this??
...... i dunno.....
